OMG I'm so sorry! I haven't even written in my Journale for like, 400 years! I am going to update you on the life so far. Which, by the way, hasn't been very interesting as far as I'm concerned. I've been doing okay I suppose. I will start from where I left off in my last Journal entry, with Halloween. It was sooo fun round Kendra's house! We went out trick or treating for a few hours and we go soo many sweets I swear it was a miricle that we wern't sick!

Latley I have discovered a strange thing about Sarah...she always lies and she keeps trying to be soo cool and everything. It's pathetic in my opinion. She still hsn't said anything about that picture of Krissy I put on there ages ago! =o^-^o= Woo! I'm too good at lying.

Anyway, I think it was on Wednesday that I did cross country! ME doing cross country?!?!?! Yeah, I know its kind of...strange, but still. I didn't slip over once, dispite the fact I cam 98th out of 100 people...
SHAME ON MEH.

I also went to the Library today. I got two new books which I can't remember the names of.

Byeeeee! =^.^=

Today, in the form of a story:

Sarah was gagging in the toilet. 'Sarah, are you okay?' I said from outside. She muffled her reply of 'Yes' while I shuffled around the girls toilets at Hinchingbrooke school. I traced the words 'Shona waz ere 08' that someone had written on the wall in permanant marker with my fingers. Finally, I heard the creak of the toilet cubicle door open and Sarah emerged. Her eyes were watering, and her face look red and puffy. I knew what she had been doing. She hadn;t actually been being sick, she was making herself throw up. For a long time I'd knew that Sarah self harmed herself, but this was bad. She had recently been calling herself fat, and she had been anorexic before, so I knew that she was trying to be bulimic by making herself throw up.

I walked Sarah to the medical room and we said goodbye to each other. I walked down to Spanish, passing a gang of giggling Year 7's. On the walk doown, I thought about what Sarah had been telling me this morning. She said she had been to the doctors for a test to see whether or not she was slightly mental, and the results had come back this morning, saying that she did have a slight mental problem and she had the option to take tablets for it, but she is refusing to take the tablets. Obviously it wasn't my choice, so I didn't say anything, but I was really worried about Sarah.

I eventually forgot about ti and tried not to worry. I asked Mischa if he had any Chewing Gum I could have. He said I could ony have some if I shouted out, 'I'm a Slag!' infront of everyone. He asked everyone to do that, so I had no worries that people would take me seriously. He gave me the Gum and I went off to Science with Natasha. Once I had got there we all sat down and I had to work with Jade in the practical expiriment. I don't really like Jade. Not many people do. She stinks, and everyone says she looks like a fish. I didn't help her at all, she did all the work. And Jade ddin't even seem to care, she likes me anyway.

P.e was actually okay today. We did loads of games of netball and I was Goal Keeper. Alice, the girl who had spread a rumor around that I stuffed my Bra with tissue, is actually quite nice. We were chatting about Little Britain USA most of the time.

Last week, when Shannon was ill with a really sore throat, Jamie, Me and Lauren and Chloe had been making up stories about her and writing them in Jamie's little note book. On the Bus, Jamie, had to go and tell Shannon all the stories and blame it on the rest of us, when actaully Jamie made most of them up! Shannon doesn't believe I did anything, so lets keep it at that. She started crying and she hugged me, probably because I was the nearest of her friends around her, otherwise she would have hugged Lily.

Anyway, below, there is a picture of me and Sarah! I am the one with the dark brown hair, and Sarah has blonde hair!

Today has been really sunny suprisingly. I am wearing a black and white stipey hoody which I really don't think is very good because it's quite hot outside, at least twenty degree's, which is hot for september, considering I live in England. Archie is oming along really well, in his house training I mean. He is still really playful, but he doesn't bite anymore and he knows what right and whats wrong.

Grandad and Jean are here waiting for Ben to come back because they want to see him for some strange reason. Who would want to see him? Anyway way, I have updated my pixel page, so take a look at it. I've added quite few new pixels and alot of people have been asking me to be affies, so I'm excited about that. Also there are a few little people who are teeling me that my pixels are amazing! I'm really pleased that I made my pixel page now.

Ben has just got back and my hands smell like dog because I've been stroking Archie and he was licking my hands, not biting them.
Well I will have to go now, but I will update again later today or tomarrow.

I've had a really good time at school lateley. I've really got myself organised, Chloe, Jade and Sarah are all friends again, I don't bring in my homework late, and the dog is behaving alot better. His house training is getting really good now. It's funny to think that last year I was, depressed, self harming, and I was always getting in trouble with my friends and adults. It's all completely differant now. I've got new, great friends as well.

It's getting really close to winter now. We've had some cold days recently, and whats even better is that this year, oddly, I want winter to come. I can't wait for that cold atmosphere, snow, christmas, the feel of my new, warm coat on the way to the school bus. I miss it all, which is strange, because all my life I've been conviced that I hated winter and that was that, but things have changed, obviously. Alot of people have been telling me how much more bright and confident am I am now, compared to how I was last year.

I'm proud of my artwork. I've been drawing away since last week and I've achived some some good pictures after slaving away for hours, the outcome was pleasing. And I am realising that maybe art come be a new talent for me. I'm also beginning to notice that I know all these long words and I'm only twelve!?!

Okay, I'm getting really worried. My Mum and Dad are crap at training my Dog and I'm the only one who knows anything so really I'm the one who is training Archie. I was saying that we should go to Puppy Evenings where you puppy can meet other puppies and new people, and get trained at the same time, but my Mum insisted that she could eventually train him. I know that your dog should be house trained before it's about four months old. In fact, I know alot about how to look after dogs but I'm getting really confused. I can't sit still for three seconds without worrying about Archie.

I know it shouldn't be like that so I'm going to do something about it :D I just don't quite know what...yet. I know that eventually the dog will be fine once it get's a bit older, since we got Archie at a very young age and he had never been in a house before we brought him home, which just makes more trouble and work for my parents and everyone else helping. I am reading a book about dog training at the moment, and when I've finished it, my Mum will read it and then my Dad and I will tell my brothers a few important things so that everybody in the house will do nothing wrong. We must be doing something wrong though? Any help?

Me and Sarah have been chatting away about random things on IMVU. We both love IMVU. Anyways, Sarah was saying how much she hates herself which really isn't something I wanna chat about but then we changed the subject to when she was going to sleep round we were going to pull a prank on a fat girl called Shannon. I know it's so mean, but it's also funny, and it will probably be the highlight of the whole thing unless something completly mad happens.

We have decided to call on Jamie on saturday to go on his trampoline and stuff like that, but Sarah was a bit pissed off with that because she is not too keen on Jamie and calls him gay alot but still, she agreed to it. Luckily, nobody knows about my blog here, so they won't read all the secrets, and rudeness that is being written here.

Finally realising that my friends kind of mean alot to me. First off, I'm confused, because my two best friends hate each other, and I'm slap bang in the middle of it all, because they both like me, and I like them both, so they both want me to hang around with them, but I'm really confused. I don't know who to hang out with! It really confusing. I want them to just make friends to make it easier.

Shannon has confessed her undying love for Jason, Liam and Jack. Yeah, she likes three boys at once, but she seems to go on a bit about them all. Not that I don't like her talking about the boys she likes, but she needs to tell one of them. I offered to ask one of them out for her but she said that she isn't quite ready? What! She has fancied all of them for ages! Oh well, she will want to at one point.

I have been playign with my dog, Archie for a few hours and I decided to make a livejournal account to put a few bits and pieces onto. I've tried alot of blog websites, but this one has always been my fave. I have another livjournal account but this one is my new 'main' one.

More posting will go on tomarrow =)